How did I find myself here again?
On this roller coaster, I am all alone
Victim to voices inside my head
And they say to me that I am not enough
I’m on roller coaster
Strapped in to fear
I’m strapped into ego
When am I gonna slow this terror down?
And when am I gonna know I’m in control?
When am I gonna find my peace of mind?
When will I know I decide?
I decide that
I decide, yeah
I decide that
I decide that
I decide
I decide that
How do I burden myself like this?
Asking questions to which answers don’t exist
Hurting my brain cells and spinal discs
With the stress that’s caused regarding all of this
I’m on roller coaster
Strapped in to fear
I’m strapped into ego
When am I gonna slow this terror down?
And when am I gonna know I’m in control?
When am I gonna find my peace of mind?
When will I know I decide?
I decide that
I decide, yeah
I decide that
I decide when to get off this roller coaster ride
I decide that
I decide when
I decide
I decide now!
A dark, atmospheric blend of instrumental folk and contemporary jazz, exploring the unusual settings of traditional melodic ideas. Bandcamp New & Notable May 30, 2017